moody...

arrgh....once again i wanna say... is been ages since i last login...
line has been sot sot for a week d... i have quit my job... feel free... but when a student cal and asking me y i'm not back to there, i dunno wat to answer them... student cal me for continuous time.. asking me to back to there... speechless...

life is never been easy to me... facing a lot of thing... yet... i doesn't seems to have a good solution for each 1.. frenship? family matters? assignments.. tonnes of questions keep on appearing in my mind... feelings? which make me almost can't breath...

recently.. mood swing more often... just can say tat... i can't find some1 tat i can talk with... no 1 no 1...sob...

home? yea.. i'm missing my home.. missing my room and bed so much.. yet.. i cant get to home yet...
sometimes.. reali wish tat i can stop thinking all these nonsense.. fren say: shake it off.. say is easy la.. to shake it off.. but when do.. is another story pulak...

one thing i wanna say is.. i dunno wat happen to me.. i feel like i can't fit in the group i belong... and the reason is?? i also dunno.. is just tat the feeling is different...

til now.. i still can remember the scene of bein alone... and tat makes me scare to go for gathering.... yet... u guys doesn't seems to know bout it.. still can get to enjoy bout it... (>.<)