~ murmuring ~ NO OFFENCE!!!

Hmm.. recently happens a lot of things.. ppl die wit H1N1 is getting more n more.. dad call n nagging bout it.. keep on warning me to go to places with banyak ppl.. haiz... no $$ to go gai gai edi la.. n no time for me to go such places.. yikes.. coz i'm goin to face my SEMESTER EXAM!!!
juz received a call from my fren.. after listen her story... juz can conclude tat.. sometimes.. parents dunno wat we're thinking.. n they din pay enough attention to listen wat we r trying to say.. when things happens.. they'll keep think tat is all ur fault.. (no offence la.. i think is like tat lo..) hmm.. i'm facing the same problem as well...
my mom - never control me.. when i'm having troubles.. she's always d 1 i wanna find her to consult.. but then ending up is i always cry after talk with her.. (coz is either i kena scold for thinking too much.. or i dunno wat choice should i made..silly me..) i hate making decision.. as for my dad.. he do control me a lot.. b4 i came to study at kl.. (now stil controlling..) i feel tat i need privacy sometimes.. i juz don like to being disturb.. he'll keep thinking tat i'm hiding somethin from him.. n he'll start yelling at me.. n scold me.. i always keep silence.. not to argue or quarrel with him becoz i know tat i'll end up crying.. (i admit tat i'm a crying baby..xD)

I hate to argue things wit my dad.. as a father.. he always think tat he's rite.. (he never understand wat i'm trying to say..) he'll keep saying tat my thoughts are wrong.. (oh yah? but u also not always rite wat?!) after the big war.. i'll either find my mom or cousin to chat.. my cousin say: "aiya.. no big deal.. don put things in ur heart.. u know ur dad wat.. dunno know how to express his feeling out by saying softly... nothing 1.. he juz concern bout u.. " wat a lousy explanation?!

N year.. my fren, ann asking me.. now u study at kl la.. wat if 1 day u suddenly receiving a call tat ur parent had passed away?? n u din manage to see them for the last time?? (choi choi choi!!! touch wood *100000) tis question reali making me stunt at there for a few min.. (reli need to think deep for it..)

haih... parents ar.. can u guys juz OPEN UP ur EARS n HEART to listen wat we wan n trying to tell u all??

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recently.. i was thinking somethin... somethin tat happen on last few days.. i think i had say somethin wrong.. i also confused... i wanna say SORRY.. for the ppl i hurt.. AM i looking tis matter too seriously??? i also dunno... haih...

k la.. gotta go ooi ooi edi.. goodnite~ sweet dream... Zzzz